The Miracle Of Birth Trauma.

Ever woke up and thought, how the hell did I get here? I’m well aware of what's going on NOW!, but it took me a LONG time to process through it all. I figured out how everything fell to shit and why it was the best thing that happened to me and it’s not what you think.

Above: ‘Scène du massacre des Innocents’ Léon Cogniet [Public domain]

Adoption is not a perfect solution…

You see as an adoptee travels through the stages in their lives there are changes that develop.

Just like the stages of a normal biological human being.

  • Stage Two — Autonomy vs Shame and Doubt
  • Stage Three — Initiative vs Guilt
  • Stage Four — Industry vs Inferiority
  • Stage Five — Identity vs Role Confusion
  • Stage Six — Intimacy vs Isolation
  • Stage Seven — Generativity versus Stagnation
  • Stage Eight — Ego Integrity vs Despair

The common belief of the standard adoption narrative is completely out of touch with reality.

This stems from a misguided perception that adoptees should be grateful.

May I propose 2 forms of thought

1. Collective Consciousness

As a human being undergoes the Awakening process, which can progress gradually over many years, that person shifts into perceptions of higher consciousness, which can include increased awareness of energy in the environment, perceiving multidimensional realities, sensing extradimensional entities and feeling a direct communion with the greater source and the interconnected energy that exists between all things.

2. Adoptees have repeatedly heard “Why can’t you just get over it?

Very hard thing to do with poor emotional intelligence imposed through infant trauma from day 1 of life. Separation from your birth mother via adoption creates extreme negative neurological default wiring. For someone to overcome this requires ongoing support and acknowledgment from family, employers, and government departments which in most cases does not even exist. Adoptees did not ask for this. Yet we do no get the support we require because of people’s misinterpretation of the unicorn adoption narrative on all levels.

The injury done to infants separated from their mother at birth was acknowledged as early as 1759 by Jonas Hanway, yet it is still in practice today.

Below are a selection of esoteric sentiments, these kinds of sentiments are just not helpful.

Esoteric philosophy

offers a practical understanding of “that which is hidden” — the invisible, subtle dimensions of existence that surround and infuse the dense material world. This includes the nature of the Cosmos (the greater life, of which we are a part) and the dual nature of human consciousness.

Axiatonal Lines

The human body is filled with and surrounded by a dynamic energy system. The electromagnetic field of energy that surrounds the body is referred to as the auric field, aura, or etheric body which is made up of the emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies.

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But what happens if this “system” is interrupted?

From birth I was diagnosed with “Megacolon, also known as Hirschsprung disease”, It is an abnormal dilation of the colon that is not caused by mechanical obstruction.

The microbiota-gut-brain

(MGB) axis sits at the epicentre of this new approach to mental health. The microbiome plays an important role in the programming of the hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal (HPA) axis early in life, and stress reactivity over the life span.

Vagal Nerve

The Vagal Nerve is the longest cranial nerve controlling a human’s inner nerve centre, the parasympathetic nervous system. It oversees a vast range of vital functions communicating sensory input from outside triggers to the rest of the body.

The Limbic & Autonomic Nervous Systems

The central autonomic nervous system (ANS) is essential for maintaining cardiovascular and respiratory homeostasis in the newborn and has a critical role in supporting higher cortical functions. At birth, the central ANS is maturing and is vulnerable to adverse environmental and physiologic influences. Critical connections are formed early in development between the ANS and limbic system to integrate psychological and body responses. The Polyvagal Theory, developed by Stephen Porges, describes how modulation of the autonomic vagal impulse controls social responses and that a broad range of neuropsychiatric disorders may be due to impaired vagal balance, with either deficient vagal tone or excessive vagal reactivity. Under additional circumstances of prematurity, growth restriction, and environmental stress in the fetus and newborn, the immature ANS may undergo dysmaturation. Maternal stress and health as well as the intrauterine environment are also quite important and have been implicated in causing ANS changes in infant and neuropsychiatric diseases in children.

In short…

We are NOT all born equal. Telling someone to “Get over it”, avoiding “negative people” or telling someone “not to overthink” is toxic.

We deserve your acknowledgement and support.

The fact that people who suffer significant infant trauma without a neutral or “normal baseline” are able to face their darkness and turn it into a light for others to follow through achieving enlightenment, is far more than a miracle.

As an adoptee, my identity and purpose in life have been completely unclear. Until now!


  • WHAT DO YOU DO? — I can help you heal?
  • WHO YOU DO IT FOR? = I do it for both you & me.
  • WHAT DO THEY/YOU WANT OR NEED? — Connection and release from trauma
  • HOW DID THEY/YOU CHANGE? If connection and healing are universal consciousness, then people who achieve enlightenment acknowledge share and heal the pain of others.

Failure to do so will inevitably stop global and universal consciousness cold in its tracks.

The sole purpose of Thoughtless Delineation is to lift standards of ethics & morality by promoting truth and denouncing the Conservancy of inhumane ideologies.