I write extensively on my experience around adoption. - Thanks Shane. If I ever got the balls to share this stuff with the people I love the most, I believe they would not be able to receive or have any empathy. It’s almost like they would be angry, as if I am using adoption trauma as an excuse to feel how I feel. I just want understanding. Won’t happen. Only with people that are adopted basically. It’s lonely. Thanks for everything you post and I for making me feel less crazy for how I feel. It’s validating. God knows we adoptees seek validation. Feeling emotional just writing this.