Always, I had 2 to 3 vivid visions growing up and found out that the images I had seen were remarkably close, if not exact after our reunion. I have to be honest, I'm a little jealous of inter-country adoptees simply for the possibility of the abundance of cultural emersion. Being a 50-year-old male of Australian Forced Adoption seems so lame. I'm on the other side of the fence to most adoptees, yes I'm in reunion but I'm also estranged from my adoptive family. My A mother also lost a son to forced adoption and in that she controlled my life in the same way she ignored her own trauma. With the help of my X wife, she successfully triangulated my own children against me